Showing posts with label A New Year. Show all posts
Showing posts with label A New Year. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

A New Year With a Glance at the Past

The First of January --
This is the time of year that many of us reflect on the previous year, look toward the next, 
and write a few resolutions. 
I'm not making many resolutions.  A long list tends to failure.
I have a few goals in mind, but not set in stone at the moment.

I didn't give last year my best, and I want this year to be different.  

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The end of the year is a special time in our family.  
Zane was born the last day of the year, and this year he turned 10.
My first grandchild is in the double digits.  
He's changed from a little boy to a big one.  
He loves to read and play board games.
He loves computer games and his tablet.  

This year he wanted me to make his birthday cake.  
He wanted a layer cake--4 layers.  
At first he wanted black frosting, but we talked him into Lego blue.  I had the idea then that I would put primary colors in between the layers and went looking for red paste food color, forgetting what time of year it is , but there was none.  
I found red frosting and knowing I had yellow, green and blue colors at home I was set to go.
I have four 8" cake pans so I carefully measured the batter so I could divide it evenly between the four pans.  It sure looked like 4 cups in the big measuring up, but after I put the first two layers in the oven, another cup of batter in the third pan, ...
and there wasn't a cup to put in the last pan.  So, I divided what batter I had between the last two pans and had layers of different sizes.  
I used some things called "bake evens", adjustable heavy cloth thingys you dampen and put around your pan so the cake doesn't rise up in the middle and you don't have to waste a lot of cake cutting off the top to even it out.  That worked, if not like a charm, satisfactorily enough that when I piled them up, my cake only leaned slightly.  

The trouble began after I frosted and stacked the layers and began on the royal blue color I wanted for the outside.  
Being the messy, not picking up after myself cook that I am, I had various colors and powdered sugar and utensils scattered over my counter, and carefully adding the blue paste, noting that I didn't have any too much to begin with. So, I keep adding and mixing and adding and mixing and not looking what I was doing grabbed the green paste color and got this ---

Teal


And no more blue coloring.
I went into town to Walmart and no paste blue color.
No gel primary colors.  Was I going to have to buy the blue, brown, black and some other color I don't remember just now, to get my blue?

Then I saw a torn box of the primary colors and carefully holding it together purchased it and got in into the house and there I discovered I lost the red color.  
Thankfully, I didn't lose the blue.

This was as good as I could get. 


I'm sorry I didn't get the blue I wanted, but circumstances and ineptitude were against me.

I put some cocoa in the teal frosting hoping it would look more, er, edible, but to no avail.  If you eat it with your eyes closed, it's good.
What to do with it?
The only suggestion I've received is to use it in graham cracker cookies.  You won't be able to see the color that way.  

Zane decorated it, and we ate it all up.  


Happy Birthday, Big Guy!!



Friday, January 6, 2017

Pass or Fail?

Here we are in 2017 already.  
It's time for the making of resolutions.  I always like making resolutions because I like the idea of change for the better in myself.  
The ones I made last year have worn pretty well.  
1. I vowed to walk.  I did well with that until spring when I quit, but I worked outside in the garden and I took up walking again in August and kept it up until this cold weather.  I walk outside unless it is below 20 degrees, or too windy, then I walk in the mall or skip a day.  
2. My business has been kept in my office.
3. I have had variable success with limiting my computer time.  Keeping off facebook is easier than not playing my daily computer games.  Thankfully they are not the kind that make me want to play and play and play, but they still take time. 
4.  I wanted to blog every Tuesday, but the point was to blog regularly, like once a week.  Since I looked after the boys on Tuesdays while Lorene was in class, later in the week proved a better day, as you can see, today is Friday.  

This year's goals:
keep walking, keep blogging, keep limiting the computer.
I want to reach out more to my friends and family, whether by letter, email, text or phone.  
This one will be a real challenge, because my favorite place to be in life is home and knitting.  

One of my resolutions was to see less of my doctors.  I failed at that one already.  
I had an MRI yesterday.

Today I feel sympathy for some authors of my favorite books.  Sometimes I find errors and I think, 'they sure goofed that one, because it says __________________ in the another book.'
I can't remember if I mentioned the circumstances that led up to this MRI and I'm not in the mood to read November and December blog posts to find out.
Anyway....

I had an eye migraine in November.  I've never had one before in my life.  It scared me nearly to death.  I sat on the couch wondering what on earth was going on in my eyes as they flashed a curious pattern on the left side.  It was crescent shaped and it grew larger until it filled my field of vision and I couldn't focus and then slowly faded away off to the left.  30 minutes.  It left me drained and foggy headed.  I saw the eye doctor and she told me it was an eye migraine and people have them, 
no big deal.  
Then I had another one in December.  20 minutes. The after effects included a little pain,
I took a pain killer. 
This time I thought it prudent to call my oncologist and he ordered the MRI, just in case.
We went to Omaha and had the MRI done, then saw my doctor and the scan shows no change from the last time.
Whew!
I went home relieved.

I had another one today, with more pain afterwards.  
I was MAD. 
I kept working at the computer.  Eventually, I had to stop and rest until the flashing stopped. 
 20 minutes.
 I don't want to have another problem in my life.  I don't want to have to worry about another thing to watch, to take medicine for, to worry about what happens if I'm driving.  
I felt yuck for quite awhile afterwards this time.  

Sigh.  Oh well...things could be worse.

I looked at last years blog posts and just as this one is going to finish out to be....it's birthday time for Zane and Lorene. 





This one is a better photo of the kids, but not of me.  

8 and 25, how time flies.