Thursday, April 30, 2015

What the Best Dressed Doll Wears they are, the missing photos.  One with the detail of the tucks and lace, the other with the chemise and drawers?, pantelettes?,

And these are the the original photos from when I first started the project because I blogged about the pillow cover she's leaning against and which I think was a dumb post and a dumb project and the pillow cover is gone.
Well maybe I shouldn't go so far as to say that.  It was my first experiment on making one thing into something else, and it wasn't what I wanted after all. 

 Here is the post if you are interested.  

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Doll Fashions

A long time ago, I sewed up the body for this doll and put her together, made her a petticoat, drawers and chemise and took a picture and I thought posted them on my blog.  As far as I can tell I didn't.
I spent the last two weeks, sewing up the wardrobe I cut out that long time ago, and of course, falling into the trap of making a couple extra things.  

Fancy dress

Back View 


Shawl Front

and Back 

 White Lace

Velvet Cape, Bonnet, and Muff 


Second Best 

Summer Bonnet and Cape 

Work Dress and Apron 

Large Cape and Winter Work Dress 

Larger Cape 

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Radiation--Friend and Foe

      "Sickness, ... changed a man.  He thought the of invalids he had known.  How often he had dismissed their querulousness and complaints as the outcome of self-pity! He knew better now.
      It was not only with themselves and their pain that the sick were concerned.   They were worried for others.  They grieved for the work they were causing, for the disruptions of other people's lives, the sapping of their energy, the tensions within a family and the awful possibility of increasing helplessness."
                 Return to Thrush Green--Miss Read

I received an unpleasant truth in an email from my sister-in-law a couple of days ago: 
"More and more I realize that radiation is a really sneaky thing—the aftermath just keeps coming and coming."

I have been living with the effects of radiation for nearly three years.  It is because of the radiation that I have life and I am thankful for that.  When treatment I rather expected that sooner or later I would return to a 'new normal', that looked quite a bit like the 'old normal', but I didn't expect some of the other problems I have encountered.  

I have been struggling with increasingly poor hearing since a few months after treatment was over.  My Eustachian tubes shut down filling up my ears behind my ear drums.  It felt like my ears were stuffed so I had tubes put in, with the information, "this can happen after radition." 
Oh. I didn't know that. 

Even though, I had less hearing that before, I was going along with new strategies to maximize listening: no shouting from room to room, looking directly at the speaker, etc.

Time went on.  My hearing got worse.  Oh, a tube fell out. 
"These will have to be put in every 18 months or so, but this one has left a large hole in your ear drum, which will affect your hearing." 
"And... your normally overproducing of wax in your ears is made worse because of the radiation"
It's hard and dry.
So, I was making regular 6-month trips to the ENT for tube insertion and wax removal.
"Now the other ear drum has a large hole as well, no need for the tubes."

It's getting harder and harder to hear in large groups, and even 'one-on-ones' need attention.
Is it time for hearing aids?  The apparatus is all there, It's just fluid and holes and...
I want my ears to work.
I'm only 51, by the way!

Wait, there's more.  
My left ear started draining.  The kind that drips right out of the ear, so after another trip to the ENT and a course of ear drops the drainage slows and stops.  But not before the infection had spread to the mastoid, which is serious and not something to play around with.  
I had a CT scan which showed, yes infection is there, it's not good and will have to be surgically fixed. 

On to Omaha, to an ENT specialist whose field of expertise is base of skull ear surgeries.  
Yes, surgery will be done to clean out the mastoid.  He can fix the ear drums with cartilage from behind the ear, and wants to test my hearing to see if I am a candidate for BAHA, 
Bone Anchored Hearing Aids.
(My hearing is also tested to see how much the infection removal and ear drum repair helps.)

I'm still rather stunned.  I'm not sure about an implanted hearing aid.  The surgery won't be a really big deal, there is no overnight stay.  Each ear will be done separately.  It is important that the ear drums are repaired because the holes make infections more likely,  I think the doctor said he will put valves in there, but I'm not really sure about that.  

It's a pain, but it's doable.  It's another hurdle, but a small one.  I can do this.
There are worse things.